Posted by Voula on 12/5/2008 12:39 AM (GMT-08:00)
Hi Lady Gaga,
I just want to say, before I begin, that if it isn't Lady Gaga reading this, just stop. Or at least be kind enough to read it her.
I don't even know how to start, and I know anything and everything I say won't be enough to express myself and really say what I feel. I'm really horrible with words... I just can't put my thoughts or emotions in words. And I'm just some random girl that doesnt even matter. But I'll try anyway.
You are literally a drug for me now. Yes, just like everyone else in the world, I discovered you thanks to Just Dance, in June of 2008. The second I watched the video and saw your dance moves, the fashion, the attitude, the art, and the aura that comes with it, I COULDNT stop. And I want to thank you so much for everything. The things you do, the things you say, the way you think, your ideals, your whole being doesn't even deserve to live off of fans like me. I'm obviously not saying you couldnt live without me. On the contrary. I live off of you. I watch all your videos and I cry every time. Youre just something so amazingly beautiful. I feel bad for the people that don't really know who you are. They're missing out.
The number of times I've tried to go through something extremely difficult, the number of times I thought I was going to fall appart completely and break and die... You saved me from all that. I just turn on my ipod, live your art and cry my fucking heart out. And it helps so much. You liberate me from suffering, you bring me to a place that I could never have imagined. Such a positive place. Speaking of which... I went to your performance in Montreal. And when you jumped into the crowd, I was luckily really close and I got to touch your arm. I know it sounds really obsessive and stupid... but just the fact that I TOUCHED you made me feel so blessed and exstatic and "joygasmic"... I cried so much after the show, because I didnt want it to end and it was the best thing that ever happened to me.
When I like something, I like it ALOT. And I tend to be very picky. And I've noticed lately that I actually and truly LOVE only 7 people. And you are definitely one of them. I LOVE YOU. I cant even tell you how much I mean that. And it's not meant in the cheesy, friendly, fan way. I love you SO much. And I know it's weird to say because I dont actually know you I guess... meaning that Ive never met you. And you dont know I exist. But I somehow feel like we will meet one day. Just because I need it.
All I'm asking you is to acknowledge the fact that AT LEAST one person feels this way about you. Please know how much people love you. REALLY love you. Please know how many lives you've saved, just through your art. It's such a powerful thing. And most importantly, please know that I thank you with all my heart. And any inspiration, motivation, power and skill I have, it is because of you. Because YOU are what people should accomplish their dreams for. I don't have a great dream like you did. You got your amazing record. You got to live and breathe and cry your art. That is the way I will live my dream also.
Theres nothing else I can say, just because I cant. And like I said, everything I expressed right here isn't even close to what I feel. But I did what I could. Hopefully you read this till the end. I will send this message to ALL your accounts/websites/etc., to make sure you get it. You deserve it babe.
Thank you.I love you.
Voula, 16.
